I apply to you and not to Alexey Alexandrovitch, simply because I do not wish to cause that generous man to suffer in remembering me.

Knowing your friendship for him, I know you will understand me.

Could you send Seryozha to me, or should I come to the house at some fixed hour, or will you let me know when and where I could see him away from home? I do not anticipate a refusal, knowing the magnanimity of him with whom it rests.

You cannot conceive the craving I have to see him, and so cannot conceive the gratitude your help will arouse in me.